Good news to come...maybe

I never posted again, b/c the day after I put that last post up, we lost the baby. I'm not sure what it is with my body, but that was #3 for us. It's crazy to think I've been pregnant 6 times, but only have 3 kiddos. I was a little disappointed, but didn't share too many tears. After leaving the dr's office, I had my cry fest for about 2 minutes, and then I was ok. I couldn't help but think that Heavenly Father has blessed up with 3 perfect, beautiful, healthy kids, and that is a huge blessing. There are so many people out there that would love to just have one baby and they can't. My time will again soon. I took a pregnancy test this morning and I *think* I saw a faint positive. It could be my eyes playing tricks on me though. I tend to take the test apart, hold it up to the light, and stare at it forever. I have a test taking obsession. Thank goodness for dollar tree tests!